As we come to the end of June 2010, we are forced to rethink what Jamaica is and represents. Today, the image of our chief fugitive is the one that dominates the BBC and other international media outlets as Jamaicans at home and abroad hang their heads in shame. It will take a very long time for us to regain our self-respect and that of others, although the defiant among us try to spin these happenings in a different direction.